Aesop once said, “United we stand; Divided we fall.” I keep this quote in mind as I live each day with my spouse, who is bipolar. From the very beginning of our relationship, I knew he had a mental illness, which could manifest itself at any moment and yet; I took a chance. I have no regrets. There have been those times when I thought, “What have I gotten myself into,” but I made a commitment, and that commitment still stands.
I am fortunate; I have never seen my husband in a manic mode, although I have seen him depressed. We met after he began the meds that have kept him sane for the last 25 years. There have been those times when I have had to distinguish between what is normal and what is not. This has been difficult for me to determine. I have only witnessed a mild down period or extreme enthusiasm, which I have come to realize as his normal way of expressing heartfelt emotions. He is a sensitive soul. These feelings alert me, put me on notice and cause a fear of relapse despite 25 years of recovery. To counter this, I continuously educate myself on bipolar disorder, trying to read and learn as much as I can about this illness. Support groups such as National Alliance for the Mentally Ill have been a help, along with books and blogs on the subject.
There have been those unfortunate times I have lost my temper with my husband, usually over petty things and have been tempted to shout, “You’re nuts,” or “Stop acting crazy.” It is then I catch myself and refrain from saying words I will regret; words that are cruel and hurtful. It is very easy to blame his actions or moods on his illness. I have to remember that he has the same moods and emotions I do and that it is unkind to remind him of an illness, which is chemical and through no fault of his own. Because we are both totally open in our communication with one another, we are able to discuss our feelings about mental health issues.
Wanting to introduce myself as the wife of someone with bipolar illness, I am writing this article for my husband’s blog. I hope it will be helpful to readers.
Linda Kern – wife of Donald Kern
Ways to Work Together When One Spouse has Bipolar Disorder
- Develop good sleep habits.
- Help reduce stressor & triggers
- Learn to forgive
- Communicate your feelings
- Educate yourself about the illness
- Work together to promote health.
- Promote a calm environment.
